Mate, at least you werehonest and up front with her, rather than leading her on. So, don't give yourself too much of a hard time.For the past 8 years I've been seeing a girl on and off. We agreed a couple of months ago we would give it one more final try.
Last night things ended because I told her I was having doubts about whether I still wanted to be with her. I told her I didn't feel like I was attracted to her anymore and I didn't feel like I was in love with her anymore.
She put on a brave face but I know that would have killed her. I know it would have broke her. I just feel like the biggest piece of shit alive.
Probably shouldn't post this, but I guess this post is just more about getting it off my chest.